Reflecting, redefining and reclaiming... Looking forward to MOVING forward... <3

Tonight is the night... my set begins at midnight. Sweet! I get 2 play the first records of the new decade! <3

Good night/morning to u all... Enjoy the last day of 2009, because the new year is finally coming.. YAY!!!

It's so cool that I'm running into people online; folks from my old neighborhood that I grew up with... :-)

Every time I see that KFC commercial on TV, I smile... That's my BFF singing "FIRE!!!!!" I'm so proud of her!

The Love Continues...

YES!!!

Preservation II -- The Love Continues

This is something that means SO MUCH to me... The first party was wonderful. I can't WAIT until this one!!! Here's 2 revolutionizing the MOVEMENT!!! YES!

YAY! My BFF is singing in a national commercial for KFC!!! Check it out! http://ping.fm/6orqD CONGRATULATIONS, MICHELLE! <3

...only TWO more days until I play alongside Juan Atkins at "10 Critics..." What a way 2 bring in the new year! :-)

YAY! Finally made an official facebook page for Wallshaker! http://ping.fm/mpFbX

Ahh, getting things organized for Wallshaker, W.A.R.M.T.H. and my own sites. So much 2 be done, but I LOVE it!!!

...when kindness & meekness is mistaken 4 weakness... that's when it's time to go straight Detroit on these b*tches...

..i don't know why I keep on... (f*cking wit u...)

...after OBSESSING over it forever, I've finally turned in my remix to Fabrice Lig's "Hmong." I hope he likes it! <3

...so I just paid 2 upgrade my podcast account... now u all can continue to download and enjoy the radio show. :-)

I'm welcoming TODAY with open arms...

I just watched a Lady GaGa parody that made me crack up laughing!!! (I admit, I DO like her though!)

Much respect 2 those who actually SUPPORT the artists, so we can continue making the music u love...

...I was just asked to speak at John's funeral next Saturday. I don't know how I'm gonna muster the strength, but I'm gonna do it.

If you can't download the podcast from the other link, here it is... http://ping.fm/vZ3Ji

Download tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Session! http://ping.fm/6p1Wd

I swear, I have the best damn radio show audience on EARTH... MUAH!

Y'all know I'm about 2 get on the air at 7PM, right? www.warmth313.com

Brrr.. cuddle weather!!! (line forms 2 the left...)

Some of y'all just hit "merry xmas" one time, and texted it to your entire contact list... Come on... Are we THAT impersonal? LOL!

If u woke up with a funny taste in your mouth, just remember that Santa only comes ONCE a year! :-)

Today is a perfect day to let u know... I love you. Happy Holidays.

My Christmas Eve -- Bittersoulfulsweet...

Somehow I manage to keep a smile... Waking up this morning, I thought, "wow.. Christmas is tomorrow." I'm more excited for my children, because they have NO IDEA what I got them for Christmas presents -- I bought them cell phones. On one hand, I feel bad because I couldn't fill the entire living room with presents for them. On the other hand, I've managed to provide for them all year -- even during times when I thought I couldn't.

This morning, I received the horrible news that John Hampton (my mom's long-term boyfriend) died in his sleep. At first I was shocked -- and I stopped myself from going through this huge array of emotions. For starters, I didn't know what to feel... John and I weren't exactly the closest -- while he was known throughout Detroit as my "manager," he was really more of a fan. He didn't have any children of his own, and I know that he took to me like his "son." He was very proud of my music career, and when I made an accomplishment, it was like HE made an accomplishment.

I had a bit more respect for him as a result of my mother's death. He was the one who found my mother's body the morning she died -- ironically, she died in HER sleep as well... Now that I think about it, John and my father shared the same birthday... But that's a different story.

Anyway, I went through today feeling rather numb. That is, until I went to my Aunt Michelle's house for a family dinner.

For starters, I was so pissed at my sisters Melva and Angie, for not going... Michelle really wanted us to meet her boyfriend's family -- they'd just moved into their new house together, and in true Leo fashion (LOL), wanted to celebrate. I can relate. LOL!!! So the dinner was going rather smoothly -- just like in the movie Soul Food... The family laughed and joked together. We said a prayer, and dinner was served. I noticed that Stefan (my oldest son) wasn't eating... In fact, he looked quite pissed off. When I asked him why, he said he overheard some of the other people talking about me. They were making fun of the way I talk (something I've gotten all of my life), etc. Of course, when it was time to eat, he'd also overheard them saying "oh, you KNOW that FAT MAN wants some food!"

Seriously, I didn't hear them myself... But then again, I've learned how to just "not notice" these things. It killed me to see my child's feelings hurt. While I told Stefan to "just ignore it," I knew that it wasn't good enough. Stefan wanted to curse those bitches out -- and he had every good damn reason to... Mind you, if it was just ME, I would've just let it roll off my shoulders. (Notice how they didn't DARE say that shit to my face?) But come on... In front of my CHILD? REALLY???

Stefan was so hurt, as I said before, he wouldn't eat. He didn't want anything to do with them... So on that note, we left. It was a bittersweet moment because I commend Stefan for keeping his cool, as angry as he was. I felt PROUD that my son wanted to protect his father! But during the drive home, I couldn't help but feel BAD... It reminded me of all the teasing I had to endure in High school -- hell, since BIRTH... It took me back to my insecurities -- "oh, you sound like a GIRL..." Just because I wasn't a thug, or whatever... It was the same insecurity that made me ashamed to sing... I HATE that my CHILDREN have to suffer because of society's ignorance!

So here I am... barely after 8PM on Christmas Eve. I'm at home -- the only REAL place I feel safe in this world... I LOVE my sons for sticking up for me. I HATE the fact that after all these years of growing and learning, that I still have to endure this bullshit.

I have to keep it together!! I cannot break down... Even though my heart is aching right now, I MUST be strong for my boys. They WILL have a good Christmas, in spite of...

Okay, I've vented. I'm wiping tears from my eyes because I REFUSE to let them fall... Tomorrow, I'll show my sons the true meaning of Christmas -- the TRUE meaning of family... Or better yet, I'll smile because my sons have shown ME... We may have our ups and downs, but when it all comes down to it, we're STILL FAMILY -- and my children LOVE me. Tonight has proven that... What better Christmas present could I ask for?

Love,
Aaron-Carl

Have a very happy holiday... Much love! <3

Looking forward 2 new horizons... The future looks SO bright now!!!

...a hug, a kiss... Ahhh, such a beautiful diversion...

...hope u all are having a good day...

Good night 2 all... MUAH!

We laughed, cried, learned worked & grew together (FIVE)... Now she's headed back home. Have a safe flight, BFF! MUAH!

YEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!!!! <3

Everything's gonna be alright... (hugs!)

Download, listen & enjoy... YEESSSSSS!!! http://ping.fm/Wz4zI

...i keep reaching out because I miss them, even when it seems they don't give a damn...

Alright... time 4 a little game of Bejeweled, then it's off 2 BED. See y'all tomorrow! :-)

Thank you ALL 4 listening 2 the show tonight.. I especially thank my co-host & BFF, Michelle Weeks! Girl, we had FUN! :-)

Y'all listening? http://ping.fm/mZSur Michelle and I are on the air RIGHT NOW.. :-)

Alright y'all.. 5PM EST. Michelle Weeks and I are doing a special W.A.R.M.T.H. Session... Tune in! http://ping.fm/vM6jq

The voice... the spirit... I hear it. I feel it. Thank YOU for giving me another glimpse of YOUR power!

Tonight, with all its happenings, was well worth it. Spending time with my BFF = PRICELESS! It's gonna be hard 2 say goodbye...

Ahhh... time 2 make the donuts. :-) Michelle and I have some SERIOUS recording to do today!

Michelle and I will be back on the air tomorrow.. I apologize 4 the technical difficulties tonight. Watch 4 the rebroadcast!

OOOH, I'm waiting -- just waiting... almost time 2 make the BIG ANNOUNCEMENT! YAY!!!!!!

OOOH, i can't STAND those harmonies, Michelle!!! LOL!!! (MUAH!)

...LOVIN' that chicken from POPEYES!!!

There are just NOT enough hours in ONE DAY...

It's a bootiful day in the neighborhood.. a bootiful day 4 a neighbor... LOL! (How are you feeling today?)

Work, work, and more work... but it's all WONDERFUL, because I'm doing it all with my fabulous BFF! <3

...NOW she wants 2 go 2 the MALL!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!! (We're going 2 the mall...)

...OH NO... she made me eat SUSHI!!! and CALAMARI!!! YIKES!!!

...baby, I produced the F*** outta this tune... "Build That Bridge" by RaShaan Houston. SOMEBODY needs 2 play it, SERIOUSLY!

..i LOVE my BFF... and she'll be here TODAY! YAY!!!

...I'm just gonna take all this pain, all this confusion, all this hurt, anger and disappointment... and turn it into a SONG...

I don't wanna hurt anymore... I don't wanna cry anymore... I just can't... I just can't do this anymore...

AAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

(sings along...) "I can't get no satisfaction!" (Y'all think I'm playing, right?! Oh noooo....)

I just have 2 enjoy the day for what it IS, instead of complaining about what it ISN'T..

THANK YOU LORD, 4 the many blessings YOU have given me... THANK YOU 4 opening my eyes and heart so that I can receive YOU!

Thanks 2 everyone who added & rated me on RA... New DJ mix coming soon. http://ping.fm/xrUff

MUSIC lifts me up, when others fail me... MUSIC satisfies me, when others disappoint... I thank God 4 the MUSIC in me...

...building that bridge & crossing over...

...I miss u... (u know who u are...)

Winding down from a wonderful day -- a day of healthy eating & taking care of myself. (As CeCe says, "oooh, it feels so good!")

..Who's on Resident Advisor? We should link up, rate each other, etc... http://ping.fm/YniEl

Ahh... the pleasures of homemade Spinach salad -- my SECOND one today. YUM!!!

I woke up today, feeling that dieting & exercise aren't "chores," but ways to show my body some much needed LOVE...

AHEM!!! ...making me play all LATE! lol... but I love y'all for it. Glad u had fun. See u next time... MUAH!

Yes!!! Another W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions.. y'all ready? http://ping.fm/dF0Oj 7PM EST. YAY!

On tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, a tribute to TRESOR: 1991 - 1997, at 7PM EST. http://ping.fm/lxJOg

...how do u plan to spread love & joy today? How will u make someone truly smile?

Alright y'all.. much love 2 u. Good night! (well, good morning 2 you overseas... ) :-)

...so they're finally available. The t-shirts, that is.. YAY!!! http://ping.fm/MJBLG

Looking for distributors who are willing to help us sell the W.A.R.M.T.H. compilation CD...

I was thinking... This CD is too important to us, to worry about "exclusivity." It needs 2 be heard. DISTRIBUTORS, where are u?

Just in... Electronic Directory Japan reviews our PRESERVATION cd... I'm SO happy! http://tinyurl.com/edjp1209

can I address my fans 4 a minute??? I'm REALLY feeling your energy right now... Thanks so much 4 the love... <3

...has learned 2 differentiate between those who claim 2 be your true friends, from those who TRULY ARE...

Ahhh.. time 4 a nice game of Bejeweled, then it's off 2 bed. (Early, yes!) Good night, y'all...

...y'all feel like hearing a little tag set by Quentin Harris & myself? http://ping.fm/55UDz

So it's here TODAY instead of tomorrow. YAY! http://ping.fm/HQyo5

CHANGE THE GAME, and they have no choice but to follow...

only 2 more days until my "secret" release hits Beatport... NO, y'all didn't know it was coming. :-) ...but YES, it is... <3

I feel encouraged today. Time to re-prioritize some things...

Thankful to wake up with a clear mind, and a world of opportunities... How are YOU today?

(whispers...) <3 me...

Preparing for tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, 7pm EST... Oh, so much 2 do! (But it's all love, though...)

Big hugs and lots of love 2 everyone who reached out 2 me... It's helped me more than u know. I truly appreciate it. <3

(sings along...) Please tell me, baby, is there something I can do 4 u? <3

that link is www.wallshaker.com <3

I really hope u like the CD... lots of hard work went into it! http://ping.fm/TYb10 (and it's JUST the beginning!)

I'm looking forward 2 what tomorrow brings... <3

...going underground 4 a while... it's just necessary.

Love PEOPLE and use things... not love THINGS and use people...

...being pulled in a million different directions @ the same time... sacrificing my own happiness, just 2 please them...

FIVE!!!

If u wanna help Detroit's Electronic Music scene, u can start by visiting http://ping.fm/pvKK1 and order the W.A.R.M.T.H. compilation...

Thanks 2 everyone who called, emailed & gave their take on last night. I think we all know what we have 2 do from now on...

To those @ the Bohemian last night, please e-mail your story to warmth313@gmail.com We will use these collectively to FIGHT 4 OUR SCENE!

I say we all take this energy and experience, and unite... to REVOLUTIONIZE the MOVEMENT of TECHNO & HOUSE!!!

My thoughts and prayers go out 2 everyone who was part of the unfortunate experience at the Bohemian last night...

I'm wishing u all a great Sunday. Wow, I can't believe it's almost DECEMBER! <3

SCAN 7 feat. Aaron-Carl "4 Types of People"

It's available now... YES!

http://wallshaker.com

FORMAT: CD, MP3, WAV

BTW, if u haven't heard, this compilation is getting excellent reviews! U should definitely show your support.. http://ping.fm/9EkFn

WHY is my BFF sending me a video that's called BEND OVER??!! LMBO!!!

Posted pics of the PRESERVATION party. I'm SO thankful 2 everyone!

PRESERVATION -- the day after...

As I write this, I realize that I am still recovering. The pressure, the happiness, the drama, and of course, the relief -- the events are still fresh in my mind, and as I sip my morning coffee, I prepare to revisit the wildness that I called "PRESERVATION..."

Going into this with high expectations, I was already a nervous wreck. Newspapers wrote stories about the event. We've spent WEEKS planning the party, the CD compilation, the t-shirts, the promotion, etc... It takes a LOT out of you. Well, I know it took a lot out of ME. I realize that I put so much of myself into this. In fact, I can't even call it a party. It was so much more -- it was the start of a MOVEMENT... But as I write this, I think back and realize that it was all worth it...

My night started at 7PM... I'd already spent the day in awe, checking the online sales of the PRESERVATION compilation CD -- it had just been released this morning, which was another soul-consuming process in itself. Thank God for Mel (Winders) and Jason (Jones) being here with me, because I don't think I would've remembered everything -- Camera, DAT player, CDs, etc. My damn phone kept ringing ALL DAY, from people with all sorts of questions. The BIGGEST question of the night: "Can you put me on the GUEST LIST?" (That is one of the most ANNOYING questions you can EVER ASK a promoter! After all of the money, hard work, blood, sweat and tears that went into this -- especially on the biggest bar night of the year -- you KNOW you're gonna come in and drink, but your ass didn't feel like paying a $10 cover charge? WHAT?! Are you SERIOUS?)

I wanted to arrive at the club early, so we could do a proper sound check. Most of the W.A.R.M.T.H. team had arrived early, as we were ALL excited to see this night become a success. Kevin King (and his wife Michelle), John Cline, Shant Kirmizian, Mel, Jason & I were able to have a nice little meal before getting started -- I was so frazzled, I was barely able to eat. Tink Thomas connected the equipment, and before long, the party had begun -- at least for us... It felt really good just to "unwind" a bit before the crowd came. The merchandise table was set up. Seeing the CDs & T-shirts on display gave me an overwhelming feeling of "WOW... this is REALLY HAPPENING!" Like a proud parent on graduation day, I was preparing to watch my "baby" walk across the stage, so to speak...

9PM... Karl Lucas started his set. At this time, NOBODY was in the club besides us. However, Karl played like he was performing in front of a massive crowd -- he was in a zone. I felt sorry for the people who didn't come early to hear him, because he truly BROUGHT THE PAIN! I admit I was nervous... It seemed like everyone in Detroit was throwing their own party -- which pissed me off. AGAIN, I must remind you... So much planning went into W.A.R.M.T.H. Personally, I believe that some people decided to throw their own party just to compete with ME (I do have haters, but whatever...). But as I've ALWAYS said about W.A.R.M.T.H. -- it's NOT about me. It's about OUR MUSIC and OUR SCENE... Some of these close-minded, hateful bitches can't see the "forest for the trees." But I digress... KARL played his heart out, and even if there was no crowd, I appreciated him.

10PM... People finally began showing up. Karl was still DJing, although Eric Johnson was supposed to start. Tink was gone, but told me he'd be back in time for his set at 11pm. By this point, I was like "fuck it. Whatever happens, is gonna happen..." It was out of my hands at this point, and I accepted things as they were.

Mel was working the door, and had issues with "correct change." Our car was parked in the wrong spot, and was almost towed away. My cell phone rang constantly -- when it worked -- from people either trying to find Oslo, wanting to get "on the guest list," or asking me what time my set was... Although I'd had a drink or two by this time, I still wasn't calm!

Eric Johnson arrived at around 10:15, ready to DJ. By this time, Quentin Harris was here, and we were hanging out at the bar. It's always great to talk to Quentin -- I think personally, because we're so much alike. DIVALICIOUS, honey!!! LOL... I love his attitude, and although we don't get to see each other as much as we'd like to (the bitch is ALWAYS gone, in some country SOMEWHERE!), when WE get together, BABY, it's a BLAST!!!

Back to Eric Johnson... when ERIC JOHNSON says he's bringing HEAT, you better believe it. I was starting to "come out of my shell," calm down and actually ENJOY the night. I remember people like Tasha Price -- I know this sounds silly, but I REALLY wanted to make sure that people KNEW how much I appreciated them -- just for walking in the door. Tasha said to me, "I wouldn't miss it for the world." I truly had to fight back tears, because my emotions were so intense. I kept thinking "wow... people are REALLY coming to support W.A.R.M.T.H.!" I wanted them to feel what I felt. Seriously, my heart was filled with so much love and appreciation. I really hope they felt that...

Okay, I keep straying, but... ERIC muthafuckin' JOHNSON... BABY, I don't know WHAT he played, but whatever that tune was, I was sitting down... the BASSLINE ripped right through me, and I ran up to the DJ booth and SCREAMED!!!!! (And I was even more proud to see him rocking it with his W.A.R.M.T.H. T-shirt on!)

11PM came and went... Where the hell was Tink?! I kept getting text messages from him, asking who was playing -- could he play at 12, instead of 11, etc... In hindsight, I understand that this is a "typical DJ trick," to ensure they have a full crowd to play to. Whether HE was doing that or not, I don't know. But again, whatever. It is what it is...

Eric Johnson continued to play, and everyone was satisfied. Karl Lucas asked if he could play until Tink showed up. I didn't mind. As far as I'm concerned, the VIBE was right -- I could give a shit less WHO was on the decks.

Jason, Kevin & Michelle King were taking turns working the merchandise table. I really wish you knew what I was feeling, seeing everyone in W.A.R.M.T.H. T-shirt -- each of them having a look of pride on their faces. This is TRULY a team, y'all... And I swear it was evident. Not a clique, or a crew... but a TEAM.

Shortly after 12 midnight, Tink returns. Mind you, the lineup schedule was COMPLETELY fucked up by now! Quentin and I (who'd decided to do a tag team set together) were supposed to play at 12... BONE was going to play at 1 a.m. -- another story altogether -- and JOHN COLLINS was going to close out the party at 2... I wanted everyone to be happy, so even if I didn't play at all, I didn't care. Tink was going to have his full hour to play, regardless... I know this sounds crazy, but Karl Lucas, Eric Johnson, Tink Thomas & John Collins were REALLY who I wanted to showcase. Why? Well, for starters, they're damn good DJs. DAMN good. And part of W.A.R.M.T.H.'s mission is to show the world that DETROIT DJs can rock a party like NO OTHER -- and I'm not just saying that! There's a reason why Detroit is so special. There's no denying that... And SURE, we had some "more popular folks" on the lineup -- Quentin, Bone & myself -- but I wanted to show people that it wasn't about US... People like Karl Lucas -- someone who most people outside of Detroit might not even know -- can hold their own, and truly kick ass.

So now Tink is playing... He's doing his thing and I KNOW people were into it. I was too busy dealing with OTHER drama at the time. A group of kids (over 18 y/o, but under 21) wanted to get into the club. I didn't realize that it was really for the "21 and over" crowd, so it's my fault for not advertising it that way. Anyway, after going back and forth with the owner, and basically putting MY neck (as well as theirs) on the line, the group was allowed to attend the party -- as LONG AS THEY DIDN'T DRINK! I made it my personal mission to ensure that these folks didn't drink -- I wanted NO drama. Hell... OUR party wasn't getting shut down, all because some underage drinkers!

True to form, shortly after they got into the party, the "games" had begun. The kids knew they were being watched, so after only about 10 minutes, they left. I overheard one of them saying "I'm leaving because I can't get CRUNK!" (I wanted to break a beer bottle over his fucking head when I heard that... HOW DARE YOU disrespect ME and this establishment, just because you wanna get drunk... Get the fuck out!)

Mike Banks, Juan Atkins, Lou Robinson (SCAN 7) & Eddie Fowlkes (to name just a few of Detroit's Finest) were in the house. I hate that I didn't get a chance to actually SPEAK with Eddie -- especially after our recent lengthy phone conversation... Mike was wearing his AFRO, as he said he would. I was just so honored that he was there. You know, after EVERYTHING that Mike Banks and I have been through, believe me when I say that I have such a GREAT love for that man! Like a father to his child, I KNOW that Mike has that same love for me. (The day before, he told me how proud he was of me -- words that will forever remain in my heart. Even today, I find myself wanting to make him proud.) So this party was EXTRA SPECIAL to me -- simply because I wanted MIKE to witness it, look at his "son" with pride and say "wow... he DID it."

My respect has grown so much greater for JUAN ATKINS! He'd been scheduled for a gig the same night as the PRESERVATION party. When he received the flyer and saw the lineup, he turned down his OWN gig, so he wouldn't compete with ours. When I heard this, I cried tears of joy. Later on, Juan told me that people were "pulling his arm" to take the gig, so eventually, he agreed. I understood, but I was STILL impressed by his gesture. Wow.. Juan Atkins, showing love to W.A.R.M.T.H. So when I saw JUAN at the party, I couldn't help but reach out and hug him. I asked, "do you know how much it means to me that you're even HERE?" Then it dawned on me -- wait a minute... Shouldn't HE be playing somewhere else right now??? (The gig got cancelled, he said.)

By this time, it was a little after 1 a.m. and the moment was right for Quentin and I to let the crowd HAVE IT...

Quentin started off with "something!" I don't even know what the damn song was, but let's just say that the magic was in the air... He worked a Martha Wash acapella looped over this track, and MMMMM... it was HEAVEN. Mind you, I'm not used to "tagging" with anyone. But something about this moment was SPECIAL... Spontaneous... Completely unrehearsed... Quentin and I were determined to whip each other's ASSES in the DJ booth -- figuratively speaking, of course! He played his track, then I took the decks... It was time to show and prove, so I dropped the ONE track I'd been saving for this exact moment. "4 TYPES OF PEOPLE" by SCAN 7 feat. AARON-CARL... Baby, the place lit up. The spirit took over, and I swear, people's mouths dropped. Granted, before this moment, MIKE hadn't heard the track. Nor did Quentin, Juan or Eddie. I wanted "4 Types of People" to drop on them like a BOMB... From what I hear, it did. :-)

From that moment, it was ON.. Quentin and I went back and forth, and the crowd was loving every moment of it. I even heard Tink in the background, agging us on. "Whatcha gonna do NOW, Q? Whatcha gonna do NOW, AC?" Quentin dropped "Apologize" -- the track we did together. Okay, I admit... I was amazed. (How dare you whip my ass, with MY OWN vocals?) Our set got cut short, because DJ Bone really wanted to play. Again, I didn't fuss... And when I stepped off the decks, I was exhausted -- in a GOOD way... I did what the fuck I came to do. It was up to Bone to keep that momentum going... From what I heard, he did.

At this time, I sat down to talk with Ric -- a hardcore AC fan. I met him a few times before, but we'd never gotten to sit down and have a REAL conversation until now. So while sat on the outside steps, having our talk, Bone was inside ripping the people to shreds. (Get 'em, Bone!)

From what I heard, John Collins had left. I guess he figured he wasn't gonna get to play, and his personality is so calm, I can just imagine him saying "oh well... it's JUST a PARTY!" I admit, I was a bit disappointed, because I'd hyped HIM up so much. I wanted John Collins to shut it the fuck down... But at around 2:30, the crowd had thinned out, and the club was closing. I haven't spoken to John yet, but I REALLY want to apologize to him. I don't even know why -- it is what it is, right? I could blame OTHER folks for fucking up the lineup, but why? By this time, I felt like our party was a success ANYWAY! In spite of the drama, the mission was accomplished.

Let me also acknowledge Ms. Angela Slate & Dee Jones. Although they left the initial W.A.R.M.T.H. group and started their own collective, "Houseworks," it really warmed my heart to see them walk through the door, and SUPPORT this event. Their presence spoke volumes to me -- whatever our personal differences are, they showed me that THEY ALSO want to keep our scene alive... It's not about US... it's about the MUSIC. And I can't stress that enough. I wasn't being fake when I took pictures with them. While I wished we could ALL work as one, I understand that different people have different visions... I ONLY say this because of the bullshit I keep hearing in the streets. I've NEVER put any value on it, because at the end of the day, none of the drama really matters... I've stepped outside of Detroit -- and all of the fickle attitudes that come along with it -- and looked at the bigger picture. It's like a real family... You've got ALL types of people in this family -- some get along, other's don't. But we're STILL family.

Speaking of family... Angie Schwendemann (I spelled it RIGHT this time!), Tom Linder, Bill Stacy & his wife Becky showed up as well. I must've sounded like a broken record when I hugged them all and thanked them for coming -- but I wanted EACH of them to know that I MEANT IT!!!

Diviniti, Pirahnahead -- EVERYBODY really! (Especially my baby, Gary Martin... I STILL melt whenever he speaks to me, and he knows this. LOL.. I don't give a damn who knows it either. LOL!!!)

Everyone at W.A.R.M.T.H. worked so hard, and invested so much of themselves. All of the DJs, everyone who bought a CD or a T-shirt, danced to our music, etc... People who stopped in just for a moment, just to show their love. (Y'all don't understand!)

I'm still in awe of everything so far... From the extensive press coverage, to people spreading the word on the streets -- and that's just DETROIT! I haven't even begun to thank the people from all around the world!!!

As I write this, I received a few emails -- confirmations of orders. People who purchased the W.A.R.M.T.H. compilation CD. ALL of these confirmations (today) came from people in JAPAN... What?! JAPAN? REALLY??? Please know that again, I'm holding back my tears of joy. I am SO HAPPY and grateful to you.

I'm sure that by now, you've heard that W.A.R.M.T.H. is buying a building. I tried to keep it a secret for a while, but now that it's in the press, I guess I can't hide it anymore... This PRESERVATION event, as well as the CD compilation, was (among other things) a fundraiser for this purpose. How many of you actually knew that?

All of the DJs donated their time and talents -- most of them even gave their own money to the cause. Please don't make the mistake of thinking that this was "just another party," as I've said before.

We've received an outpouring of love and support from so many people -- it would be impossible to thank you ALL individually, although I eventually plan to do so. (I'm trying!) I get emails all the time -- ironically from people OUTSIDE OF DETROIT -- asking how they can help support the movement... At the time, I didn't know how to answer them. NOW I DO...

If you haven't, please find it in your hearts to actually SUPPORT our cause. For those of you who bought a T-shirt or a CD, I thank you so much. We even have the MP3s and WAVS of the album, for convenience. Come to our events if you can! Represent W.A.R.M.T.H. within your OWN organizations... Help spread the word -- we're REALLY dedicating ourselves to preserving the soul of Electronic Music. And YES, I'm reaching out to the WORLD... That's my biggest reason for changing it from "W.A.R.M.T.H. 313" (as it initially was) to W.A.R.M.T.H. INTERNATIONAL INC.

This party was the launching pad, and I think we're off to a great start. There's a lot in store for W.A.R.M.T.H., and I look forward to sharing ALL of these wonderful moments with YOU.

If you haven't done so, visit our website. Follow us on twitter (warmth313). Listen to our radio show (Fridays at 7PM EST on www.warmth313.com). Keep up with us, because together WE ARE REVOLUTIONIZING THE MOVEMENT OF TECHNO AND HOUSE!


Much love,
Aaron-Carl

On my way 2 the club... See u there. I'm so excited...

Ok, I promise not 2 blow up your inbox today! I'm just so GRATEFUL & HONORED that folks are already buying this CD... Thank u! <3

The new W.A.R.M.T.H. Compilation is now available on MP3, WAV & CD.. Exclusively at http://ping.fm/U33Ys

YOU GUYS are the FIRST to get 2 order this CD... It's out OFFICIALLY RIGHT NOW! http://tinyurl.com/warmthcd1

This article just came out TODAY in the Metro Times... I'm so touched... http://tinyurl.com/warmth25

OMG, yes! I have the W.A.R.M.T.H. CD in my hand, str8 from the manufacturar... and it is so beautiful... YES!!!

...wants to plan a tour. I'm ready 2 hit the ROAD!

I want 2 take a moment 2 thank EVERYONE who believes in (and supports) the vision of W.A.R.M.T.H.'s movement. THANK YOU! <3

When it's genuine & sincere, when it's RIGHT, it cannot be stopped -- no matter how hard they try...

Oatmeal & hot tea... does wonders 4 the soul, on this crazy Monday morning..

body = 17 pounds lighter... event = 3 days closer... energy = 10 times greater... faith = SO MUCH stronger... I am SO happy. :-)

Thanx 4 the feedback, guys! Looks like it'll be available in 320, WAV and of course, the physical CD... MUAH!

If u were 2 download an MP3 album, would u prefer 192kbps, or 320kbps?

...realizes that while I work like a MACHINE, I'm still HUMAN, and I sometimes make mistakes...

I came across an old review online, and someone actually referred 2 me as having a singing voice "like honey..." Awww!! <3

Don't forget 2 listen 2 tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, where we're featuring new & exclusive tracks from the upcoming CD compilation!

I love u... ALL of u... :-) (yeah, u 2...)

...watch how I flip the f**king script... :-)

...God NEVER closes a door, without opening up a WINDOW...

WORK, W.A.R.M.T.H.!!! http://ping.fm/cdnIA

...Orlando Voorn, Orlando Voorn... OMG, Orlando Voorn! (y'all haven't heard the track ... HOT HOT HOT!)

WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY? wow... can't ANYTHING just go SMOOTHLY? Geez!

...only 1 WEEK from today! http://ping.fm/XVEmf

...nearly 7 days till the PRESERVATION party... YEAH!!! <3

...DEADLINES... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am humbled, thankful and grateful... u know who u r... <3 ..now it's back 2 spreading W.A.R.M.T.H. around the world! :-)

God help me through this time... 11/17, the anniversary of my mom's death, 11/25, the day she was buried, & 11/26, her birthday...

NEW interview with myself & DJ Bone on Electronic Directory Japan... Check it! http://bit.ly/F8b3R

Today is a GREAT day 2 reach out 2 an old friend... someone u haven't talked 2 in a while -- just 2 let them know u're thinking about them..

U know those moments when u realize that you've got SO MUCH 2 be grateful 4? I'm having one of those moments right now... :-)

In the final stages of preparing the W.A.R.M.T.H. Exclusive CD Comp... OOOH, I can't wait 4 u 2 hear it!

Time 2 take my lessons learned & live accordingly... Thank u. (u know who u r...)

...why the heck am I craving RAMEN NOODLES???

Definitely spread the word about the PRESERVATION party on November 25th... I can't wait!

LMBO! This is my favorite commercial right now!!! http://ping.fm/ge50l

It was very nice to see you all last night @ the Works. I really appreciated the love...

Did u all enjoy the show? I sure did... Thanks for listening... MUAH! <3

7pm EST.. it's showtime, babies... <3 http://ping.fm/LXsb9

On tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, a new DJ set by Inbetween DJs (UK) & the debut of SCAN7's "4 Types of People" (produced by Aaron-Carl)

Tonight, I play at a benefit party for a 19 day-old baby who recently passed away... My emotions are all mixed up right now...

Tonight I sang my butt off... I mean, SANG, do u hear me??? I'm playing it on the next W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions. ...OH YEAH!!!

Counting down the days.. only 13 more. Detroit will spread love all around the world... http://tinyurl.com/yapzhwd

I need a hot tottie... this cold is kicking my BUTT!!!

almost time 4 the new W.A.R.M.T.H. CDs! "Mad" Mike Banks, SCAN 7 & DJ Bone (among others) created new tracks exclusively 4 this!

I'm so happy! "Down" (Resurrected Mixes) are FINALLY released today -- both vinyl AND digital. http://tinyurl.com/yfeu8tj

Tying up loose ends... Finishing tracks (yes, SCAN 7, it's on the way!) Busy, busy, BUSY day today!!!

m..e..tee ara o...p... cs.. i got it. can't take it away. my metro, is here 2 stay... (It's SOOO ghetto, but SOOO catchy! LOL)

Sending lots of love 2 my BFF... MUAH!

Elevating... the next level is SO NEAR... :-)

(sings along) ...in order 2 get something, u gotta GIVE something... in order 2 BE something, u gotta go THRU something...

Thanks to whomever posted this! http://ping.fm/enV5c

Getting rid of the old... making room 4 the NEW...

With a newfound sense of direction, and a WONDERFUL team alongside me, W.A.R.M.T.H. moves forward... :-)

The W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions starts now.. 7pm EST. http://ping.fm/lxQ2I

On tonight's radio show, I'm giving away a couple of free passes 2 the PRESERVATION party. http://ping.fm/ou17x 7PM EST

WHAT is up with kids & CURSING??!! My 9 y/o son just got suspended for TWO DAYS, because of "vulgar language." !!!!!

Sometimes it feels like I'm walking alone, but I know that I'm not... If I was, I would've never gotten this far. Thank u Lord. <3

2 those who reached out 2 me, THANK U... u know how much this means 2 me...

To those who asked me how u can help support what I'm doing, send me an e-mail. I'll let u know. ...i NEED u... <3

Spread love... Spread joy... oh, just spread! LOL... (That's what I get 4 hanging out with Michelle!)

...renewed... :-) Much peace and love 2 u today!

"...thank U 4 the power over the enemy..." --Michelle Weeks

I love doing what I do 2 u...

Alright, so my 1st outfit ripped, my wig was falling off, & I had 2 pee.. but I don't care. I had a GREAT time on stage tonight! LOL!!!

Missy has left the building... Muah!

time 2 transform into Missy Elliott 4 the night.. (it's a COSTUME party, y'all!!!) LOL...

Alright y'all. 7PM EST. W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions! YAY!!! http://ping.fm/iXuAD

is truly humbled by the amount of love & support we've received so far, for the upcoming W.A.R.M.T.H. party. Thank u SO MUCH! <3

...8 lbs lighter since the cleanse, which makes it a total of 17 lbs I've lost since I started REALLY dieting... I'm SO motivated now!

I know I said I'd eat after midnight, right? Mel brought me some banana nut bread. I put it in my hand & then... GAVE IT RIGHT BACK! YAY!

...alright.. i won't give into temptation. I won't eat tonight. I'm just gonna drink water, play Bejeweled, and go 2 bed. ...WILL POWER!

Ok.. Day 3 of this f$^%ing cleanse... I want French Fries... Chicken Nuggets... SOMETHING... AHHHHHH!!!!!

Just a reminder... if you want your promos played on the radio show, u gotta send them 2 me ASAP. <3

I realize that right now, I'm on the cusp of one of the biggest, most meaningful accomplishments in my life... I'm so thankful!

I STILL can't believe I'm doing this, but I can't wait! LOL... http://ping.fm/WmOpc

(sings along) "I have an annuity and I need cash NOW!!!" ROFLMBO!!

looks forward a successful SECOND day on the Master Cleanse. I really do love this lemon/cayenne/maple syrup drink.. YUM!

Alright.. day 1 of the Master Cleanse is over... YAY, I survived! Hope I don't turn into a str8-up b**ch tomorrow, due to lack of food!

...feels flirty..

"in this life, there are 4 types of people... Adders, Subtracters, Multipliers & Dividers... Which one are u?"

It's one thing 2 KNOW that u are loved... but it's another thing 2 FEEL it... Right now, I'm longing 2 FEEL the love...

Winding down from a wonderful weekend... Time 4 new adventures & new beginnings...

Thank God 4 a beautiful day today, even though it's rainy & cold. My spirit is WARM, and I'm smiling from the inside. :-) Much love 2 u.

Alright, y'all.. tonight was a blast.. Now it's time for some much need booty rest. <3 MUAH to everyone who joined us on the show! :-)

Michelle Weeks and I are having an impromptu W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions RIGHT NOW... http://ping.fm/NCVZX Come on down!

Photo shoot in a couple hours... Goodness, all these preparations! It's manic, but it'll be SO WORTH IT! I'm excited!

..i don't know WHAT this feeling is, but I know I must FOCUS. There's too much positivity in my life right now 2 be unhappy...

See there? Here I am, telling HER to go to bed.. and I'm up here, online... ADDICTS, I swear. LOL!!! (Good night, y'all..)

Thanks so much my lovely BFF & special guest, Miss Michelle Weeks. Now, 2 start TEARING up Detroit, honey!!! LOL... <3

..see? THIS is why Michelle and I cannot be in the same room together.. let alone ON THE AIR!! http://ping.fm/XTpZt

I'm wishing my BFF a safe flight... See u in a couple of HOURS, honey!!!

I'm looking forward to a WONDERFUL weekend! The FUN begins tomorrow... YAY!

PRESERVATION -- The time has finally come...

As many of you know, I've been behind the scenes planning, dreaming and working like crazy! There are so many people to thank for this opportunity, and I'm grateful to EVERYONE who is working with me to make this event happen...

Before I continue, let me please take a moment to thank a few folks: Bill Stacy (DJ Seoul) & Bang Tech 12, Angie & Tom from Detroit Techno Militia, Bet Lemos, Mike Petrack, Quentin Harris, Ahnne Araza, "Mad" Mike Banks, and of course, my wonderful team at W.A.R.M.T.H. International Inc. Without you, this couldn't happen. I know this, and believe me when I say, I'm EXTREMELY grateful... Thank you so much.

...now what am I so excited about? I'll paste the flyer details below.

*********

W.A.R.M.T.H. International Inc. is proud to present "PRESERVATION: A celebration to Honor, Reclaim & Preserve the Soul of Detroit Electronic Music."

Featuring:
QUENTIN HARRIS
AARON-CARL
DJ BONE

and an arsenal of W.A.R.M.T.H. DJs
including
ERIC JOHNSON
TINK THOMAS
KARL LUCAS

Special Closing set by
DJ JOHN COLLINS (Sweat Recordings / UR)

LOCATION: OSLO 1456 Woodward Ave, Detroit, MI 48226
DATE: Wednesday, November 25, 2009
TIME: 9PM - LATE
COVER: $10 before Midnight, $15 After

Drink Specials, Food and exclusive W.A.R.M.T.H. Merchandise available.

Please bring your cameras! Social networking, blogging & tweeting is encouraged...

VISIT US ON THE WEB: http://warmth313.com

FOLLOW US ON TWITTER: http://twitter.com/warmth313

***********

Now you know why I'm smiling on the inside... :-)

Much love,
Aaron-Carl

Up early... working it out. (sings along...) "This the kinda beat that goes Bah ta tahhh..."

Tonight, I'm living life thru my song lyrics... Right now, it's where I feel the most brave... I guess why they call it a CRUSH, right?

Today, I truly felt the love from my W.A.R.M.T.H. family... I am so grateful to ALL of them. TOGETHER we are gonna make such a difference!

I can go to sleep HAPPY because I've finally got the PERFECT lineup for our upcoming party... YES!!!

Only 4 MORE DAYS till my BFF arrives... YAY!!

Follow W.A.R.M.T.H. on Twitter... http://ping.fm/HLNCB To hear first about upcoming shows, guests, IMPROMPTU appearences, etc.

Today's surprise show got me more listeners than ever before. Wow! Thank u so much... I'll see y'all again next Friday? <3 MUAH!

Surprise... An impromptu W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions is starting RIGHT NOW.. http://ping.fm/8D251

I will NOT just sit around and let DRAMA separate OUR House/Techno community... The Devil is a LIAR!

Did y'all read THIS? Derrick May? Man... all I can say is WOW... http://ping.fm/h5Dmu

It's Saturday night & I want some company!!

My friend & I just remixed Tiesto... Yes, TIESTO! but hey, we WORKED IT! http://ping.fm/UaV0U

It's funny how obstacles keep TRYING to get in my way... I shall NOT allow it!

It bears repeating... THANK YOU 4 listening tonight.. see u next week, when my special guest is Michelle Weeks. MUAH! (and I won't moan..)

Showtime 7PM EST... http://ping.fm/5Ye6S See "Radio Show" for links to RealPlayer, Winamp, ITunes& Windows Media streams... See u there!

Two hours till showtime... :-) ...a BIG THANK YOU to those who take time 2 MAKE time... I appreciate it more than u know.. MUAH!

I'll see u all tonight on THE W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions... By the way, who likes 2 Skype? I'm LOVING Skype right now!!!

...just because they turn their backs on u, doesn't mean u're alone.. Turn those haters into MOTIVATORS!!

My little sister is CRAZY!! LOL!!! Yeah, so what, it's the FIRST time I've ever been 2 a HAIR SALON. Did she have to text the whole family?

Hey there y'all!!! I just feel like SANGING!!! :-)

...i really need 2 feel the love today..

Another day, another lesson learned... Thanks 4 the conversation, the inspiration & MOTIVATION... (U know who UR.)

All is well... just working hard behind the scenes. Thanks 4 the love.. :-)

...awake, while everyone else is sleeping...

Even in the midst of drama, it is best to keep a smile... SPREAD LOVE... <3

...YES! (pauses... ) YESSS!!! (another pause...) YES!!! Thank you all 4 listening... Much love 2 u. MUAH!

showing some love, and playing the new one by my BFF, Ms. Michelle Weeks.. "BE REAL!" (message!)

...are y'all FEELING the music tonight??? I am... I'm so glad y'all are listening.. MUAH!

Playing the awesome rmx of my new song with Quentin Harris, "Apologize..." remixed with love by DJ BONE..

Now bumping.. "Rain" (AC's Detroit Mix) by ERICA LaFAY!! I freakin' LOVE this song!!!

Playing and LOVING right now.. "Falling Skyward" (Gigi Galaxy Rmx) by Gary Martin... <3 <3

Can't wait 2 play some new, unreleased House & Techno tracks tonight.. W.A.R.M.T.H.!!!

I can't wait 4 tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Session...<3

Enjoying the ride on this EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER...

So I stepped on the scale this morning, and noticed that as of today, I've lost nearly 20 pounds since before I went to Europe... YAY!

The work is HARD & the hours are LONG. The goal seems impossible, but I SEE the light at the end of the tunnel. I will NOT give up!

BE REAL... either come correct, or don't come at all!

...MUAH!

To everyone who's asked about my remix of CeCe Peniston's "Finally." STAY TUNED! Brand new vocals & a full-fledged release are on the way!!

As the sun rises, I cherish those who stayed by my side during the dark night...

Last night I did the vox 4 the exclusive "Lost Tribe of Techno 2" theme track. Now 4 the finishing touches, and voila! ...a tasty track!

Good night 2 all... MUAH!

Words have a deeper meaning when they're spoken to your SPIRIT. Thank you Lord, for giving me the power to LISTEN & FEEL...

(sings...) "I'm feeling hateful, because u pissed me off... " Silly thing is, they don't even know why... Guess I'll just get over it.

The LAST thing I ever wanted 2 do was cancel or reschedule a show... On Nov. 14, I'll definitely make it up 2 u. Do u forgive me?

LIVE W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions tonight... 7pm - 9pm http://ping.fm/2fTzK

watching THE VIEW. Michelle Weeks (aka my BF) is singing backup for Mariah Carey... YAY!!! (Go Ju! Go Ju!!!)

...sometimes we speak the loudest when we say nothing at all...

Iceland, it's almost time... Y'all ready? <3

I think I'm gonna surprise DJ Bone & do the TITLE track 4 his upcoming "Lost Tribe of Techno 2" album. He's gonna SCREAM when he hears it!

How are YOU gonna make a positive difference in YOUR world today?

(sings along...) "...she's your queeeeeen to beeeeeeee! a queen 2 be foreeeeverrrrrrrrrrrr!!!" LMBO!!!

...HELLO?! Where r u?

Do u feel like an impromptu W.A.R.M.T.H. Session tonight? Meet me at the spot... 7pm EST. See u there... MUAH!

Just showing you all some love today... MUAH!

With each new day, comes a new beginning... Another chance to teach, learn, love & inspire. Let's celebrate our opportunity...

By the grace of God, I've made it safely home.

It takes a man 2 admit his faults. I lead with my emotions, which can be both good & bad... I jumped 2 conclusions & 4 that, I apologize..

NOTE 2 the artists... please make sure u get your money UP FRONT, before u hit the stage... Otherwise, u get swindled. Lesson learned.

Tomorrow, I head back home 2 Detroit. TODAY, I'll reflect on my many experiences here, & look 2 them 4 inspiration...

Baby, I worked it tonight... I know we were supposed 2 do a radio show, but I was STILL performing on stage... Do u still love me? <3

With love, pain, joy & rage, it's almost time 2 grace the stage... I bring 2 u, my heart & soul. The spirit of House will take control...

I'm sorry, y'all... I've gotta get it together. THIS is when I need to lean on my FAITH! I'm STRONGER than this... I'll be alright...

WHAT IS THIS BULLS*&^? I have NO artist pass, NO breakfast, NO lunch, and the F**KING LADY AT THE CHINESE RESTAURANT doesn't speak English?

Going thru my CDs.. Found my secret rmx of Diviniti's "Find a Way." Such a beautiful tune, it makes me cry. I'll play it tonight 4 sure!

Holland, U have NO IDEA how special u guys are making me feel! <3 It's so cute 2 walk around & hear the buzz, "OMG, Aaron-Carl is here!" LOL

...it looks like I missed lunch too. But I won't complain. Today will be a GREAT day. Man, I feel like writing a song right now! <3 <3

Slept thru breakfast, which is cool... I look forward 2 DJing & singing tonight! Maybe I'll walk around the city, or work on a song. Hmmm.

Someone told me I should be proud 2 have a 4-octave vocal range. I guess that's pretty darn good, 4 a guy, eh? I thank God 4 the gift!

You've gotta be KIDDING me... Now they want a CREDIT CARD? 4 me 2 make a LOCAL phone call? WHAT?! Are y'all SERIOUS??!! Goodness!

Welcome to The Hague... 20 Euro/day for Internet access?! Well, at least the hotel is nice, and I've met some cool folks already..

Headed 2 The Hague tomorrow morning... Big thanx 2 Laurent&Lewis for being such gracious hosts! Almost time 2 rock another stage... YEAH!

For those who wish 2 download my Stockholm Sweden set, do so here... http://ping.fm/oaXPU ENJOY!!

So, I just found out where I'm playing Friday nite... It's at Paard. My set begins at Midnight. Cool... :-)

...Let Your love release this burden of mine...

....only during the storm, do we discover what we're TRULY made of... Thank U Lord, 4 the courage & strength. (PS: Good mornteen, y'all!)

Today was a day full of new experiences & revelations. I took the BAD with the GOOD, and STILL came out, a SURVIVOR... Thank you Lord.

...sometimes you just have to get up & stand your ground -- no matter WHO it offends... Don't let ANYONE take away your strength!

OMG... I just noticed that my face is really getting thinner... and I'm getting stretch marks, which means I'm LOSING weight! YAY!!!

...He did NOT carry me this far, just 2 let me fall.

I think my body is STILL on Detroit time, because I'm not tired! But I'm going 2 bed anyway. PS: Recording of Sweden's DJ set coming soon!

For the first time in my life, I ate ASPARAGUS... I admit, it was delicious! How's THAT for trying new things? <3 (still eating healthy!)

Hey there... I'm alright. I accept that REAL change takes time, and I'm willing to put in the work. Here's 2 HAPPINESS!!!

Trying not 2 get depressed... Just walking to the market has me winded? I had 2 stop and rest along the way?...WTF?! It'll get better...

Good mornteen... I didn't sleep much, & I'm still tired, but I'm alright. I don't know why, but I feel like SINGING!!! <3

...for those who didn't see this yet... :-) http://ping.fm/sfmgM

Good mornteen!!! I'm up, and ready to start my day... Tonight's destination -- Amsterdam! I'll miss u, Sweden... MUAH!!!

Playing some tracks on the air... right now. http://warmth313.com ...and YES, I'm in the chat room 2... SURPRISE!

Due to a mixup, I won't be playing tonight's Private Party. I'm sad, but it's okay... I still remember the magic from last night. :-)

Thank you STOCKHOLM, for tonight! (Well, last night..) I had an awesome time @ Marie Leveau; especially being able to connect with YOU! <3

Hey there! Almost gig time. Unfortunately there will be no Radio Show tonight,but I'll make it up to u. Promise. MUAH!!! Talk soon...

I am here in Stockholm, Sweden... it's sunny and beautiful. Now I must SLEEP after being on that plane for all that time! Talk soon.. <3

Just touching base... All is well. Preparing for the trip, and OH, is there LOTS to do!

This battle is NOT mine... I will lean on His word, step out on MY faith, and KNOW that everything will be alright!

The Victory

One of the hardest things to do is draw on our own inner strength, and truly FIGHT the battle. I've taken that first step right now. But before I continue, let me stop and say this:

I DO NOT regret writing that earlier post. As I said before, depression is REAL. It hurts. It kills... But I noticed something... When I claimed it as "MY" depression, I gave it power. Well, I'm officially taking that power BACK. I will NOT accept depression. I will NOT let it take over me...

Thank you to everyone who took time to read, FEEL, and respond to my earlier message. I wasn't really crying out for help -- not from anyone here on earth. I was crying out to God. As a result, I've been sent many signs. Some of those signs came from YOU, in a phone call, or an e-mail, or a comment -- even a prayer, or word of encouragement. Other signs came from me just being alone, sitting with my thoughts and tears. I know that through my blogs (as well as my music), I've touched somebody. I know I'm not the ONLY one who goes through what I go through. I ALSO know that some of us have it MUCH WORSE... This post, this VICTORY is for US.. it's ours. Let us claim it!

I know I leave for Europe in the next few days. I'm preparing myself -- body, mind and soul -- for the journey. I was both right AND wrong when I said earlier, "nobody gives a damn..." To everyone who prayed for me, sent me a message, called me on the phone, or even sat down with me face to face... I KNOW you care. And I appreciate it a great deal... Thank you.

Again, I have no regrets. I've been through EVERYTHING I've been through, and I'm STILL here. My revelation is this: In order for me to be the GREATEST, I have to overcome the WORST. I needed to be reminded that THIS BATTLE IS NOT MINE!!! Now is the time for me to TRULY step out on MY FAITH, and KNOW that GOD will fight my battles, and that victory IS mine.

Here's to the journey...

Love,
Aaron-Carl

The Fight

Depression is real... I say this to you because I feel it creeping up on me. As I said in my earlier status update, I cannot let this take over me. Not today. I REFUSE to succumb to this stifling madness.

I'm fighting, my friend... I'm fighting. I'm gonna get up and do something completely DIFFERENT from the routine. Maybe I'll take a walk thru my neighborhood. You know, I've been here TWO YEARS already, and have NEVER taken a walk thru my own neighborhood?

I don't know what's wrong... You'd think I'd be satisfied after what happened last night -- I did something I've NEVER done before... Karaoke!!! (I sang "Super Freak" by Rick James.) It was awesome, and I received a standing ovation -- the cute bald guy even bowed down to me, how funny! But I felt bad. I felt bad because I couldn't even dance an entire song without sitting down -- and it was the simplest dance on earth: The Chimp Shuffle. (Y'all know what I'm talking about...)


I felt it as I was driving home last night... It was like "oh God, I'm coming home..." And I did the same thing I ALWAYS do. I walked in, went straight to my bedroom, sat on this same ol' bed, get on the computer, and stayed here until I got tired. Then I laid down, went to sleep, woke up "just to do it all over again..."

But no. HELL NO. I refuse to go out like that. I remember my mother, who basically lived in her room. Her bedroom was her sanctuary, it seemed. When she came home from work, she walked in, went directly up to her room, and stayed there until the next day. Sometimes she'd cook. Sometimes she'd hang out. But for the most part, she stayed in her room listening to music, watching TV, and just living in her own world.

She ultimately died in her room... And now that I look back on it, I wonder if that will someday be me. I'm scared. I know she felt what I am feeling right now. You see, I know what it feels like to smile -- and have such a beautiful, captivating smile -- only to mask the loneliness and hurt inside. I know what it feels like to listen to the world around me -- the chaos and confusion from the kids -- and wish I was somewhere else... My mother used to say all the time, "All I want is peace in my house." I catch myself saying the same thing... All I want is PEACE in MY house...

Sometimes I just want to run the fuck away. Sometimes I DO leave my house and get myself a hotel room, just to relax. Just to get away from it all... I'll sit on the bed, alone with my thoughts, and just do NOTHING AT ALL -- and it feels so good. Then I remember... My mother used to do that. I remember being so naive and asking her before, "You've got your own house... Why are YOU leaving?" Now I understand why.

I know what it's like to feel so emotionally drained, you don't want do anything except sleep. Those who know me well, know all the drama I've had to endure with my teenage son, Stefan. I was so depressed at one point, I just let myself go. I wouldn't cut my hair, barely got dressed, didn't care what I looked like, etc. In my mind, I was like "what's the point?" Nobody's gonna notice anyway. ...and sure enough, nobody noticed. The cycle continued until now...

Now, I'm starting to exercise my strengths again. I can see myself becoming successful -- and actually FEELING successful... But it's still a very hard battle to fight -- and I have tons of odds against me. I won't give up, because I remember how I USED to be. I'm still alive, and I don't want to take that for granted.

I look at myself today, and sometimes I want to cry. I look at this body and think, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU? All my life, I've been thin. I was a damn good dancer. Fast forward to today, and my big ass can't even do the Chimp Shuffle without sitting down? What?! I used to win TALENT SHOWS for dancing. This cannot be me!

I used to walk EVERYWHERE... to the bus stop.. to the store... whatever. Now I'm confined to this bedroom, like it's a prison. People can say "oh, just exercise..." It's not that easy. When you get winded just from walking up a flight of stairs, it's hard as hell to run laps around a track. And if I told you how much weight I have to lose, just to get back down to where I was before, YOU'D faint. It's depressing... I've literally broken CHAIRS just by sitting down in them. It's hard to shop for clothes when your shirt size is a fucking 5XL. And as attractive as I used to be, it KILLS me to think that today, I only appeal to "chasers." I've never felt so gottdamn lonely...

But I say all of this to say, I'm still alive. Thank God. I still have an opportunity to change my life. I don't know HOW I'm gonna do it. God, I leave for Europe in 4 days. I'll put on my game face. I'll walk my ass through these International airports, no matter how winded I get. I'll get on stage, do my thing, and be the FABULOUS MOTHERFUCKING AARON-CARL that I KNOW I am... I'll work the crowds into a frenzy, and give them everything I've got. They'll LOVE me -- for that moment in time... They'll REMEMBER me for a long time after I leave... I KNOW THIS!!!

And because I KNOW this, I cannot let depression get the best of me today. I wish somebody would come over to my house right now, pull me OUT of this room, and just FORCE me to get out of this funk. But no one's gonna do that. So, as with everything else in life, I have to be self sufficient. I've got to be my own knight in shining armor.

It's like that song by Queen, "Don't Try Suicide." One line I've always remembered from that record:
"Nobody gives a damn..."

Get up, AC. Snap out of this... You can do it. Come on, bitch. You're BETTER than this!

I will NOT let depression take over today... I must break the cycle. I feel it coming on, but I've gotta fight. I'm STRONGER than this!!!

...For in MY house, we are ALL free... One nation.. God's children... coming together in the spirit of House... Feel it, children! <3

...foreign accents are SOOO sexy... :-)

...I didn't think I had to TAKE IT THERE, but I guess I did. Lord, some of these folks just don't know me like that... !!!

One more week until I head out for Europe! Three more dates confirmed so far... Lord, I can't wait to see you guys! <3

What is meant for us SHALL be, if we make room 4 it, and believe... I believe & I'm ready! Here's to new beginnings... <3

Congratulations to Detroit's own DJ Seoul & DJ Trench -- they BOTH have weddings today. Much love to them & their brides-to-be!!! <3

Good mornteen! Today is the boys' first day of school. Is it wrong to celebrate my freedom so early? LOL!

If You Seek Amy - As dumb as folks think she is, she's got us talking... she even says it clearly right after the chorus.. F*** ME. ..wow.

Y'all remember the "Calgon, take me away" commercials? ...the kids, the dog, the phone... yes, it's one of THOSE mornings! AAAAHHHHH!!!

..don't u hate it when people just BARGE into your room without knocking? ...and all u want is a few moments to yourself? Damn!

...the last autographed copy of Erica LaFay's "RAIN" vinyl-only edition just got posted on Ebay! http://tinyurl.com/rainvinyledition

Happy Birthday, Ms. CeCe Peniston! MUCH LOVE 2 U on this special day... MUAH! (I might just call & sing 2 u later! heheheh) <3 u sis!

Whew! So tired... ran on ALL cylinders all day today, but it was worth it! Millionaire minds NEVER sleep, but can I RECHARGE a bit? LOL!

Had a BLAST on the radio show!!! Thank u all 4 so much love... See u next week? And remember.. SPREAD the word... it's all about US! <3

Alright listeners... represent!!! Where u at? http://ping.fm/bQmia --DETROIT, baby!

Tune in tonight to The W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, 7PM EST. It's gonna be a hot one, y'all!!! http://warmth313.com <3 <3

No weapon formed against us shall prosper, y'all hear me? Each day, we're getting closer 2 our victory... W.A.R.M.T.H. 313 FAMILY! <3 <3

Alright y'all... there are only 5 of these autographed copies in the world.. http://ping.fm/iivIR

Tonight was the beginning of PURE DETROIT W.A.R.M.T.H. MAGIC! A big thanks to everyone who made the meeting -- We'll be in touch soon! <3

Almost time for my 7pm meeting. May God keep our minds & hearts open. I pray 4 the spirit of camaraderie & purity to lead us to our goal.

I'm in awe... To the fans of my Deep House, Ghetto Tech, Electro/Techno/Whatever styles I do... I LOVE and appreciate u ALL! Thank you. <3

Messing around on YouTube... finding vids of my tunes... leaving comments & showing my appreciation. Thanks for all the love, y'all!!

...i do it because I believe... <3

Let me tell u.. Skype is freaking FABULOUS right now! Go ahead.. Skype me sometime. :-)

Let's shed the past, look toward the future, and EMBRACE today. Embrace OURSELVES today. Let us be an inspiration to each other... <3

My friend AJ just picked up an Atari 2600 for me, with the paddle controllers & PAC MAN. Ahh, nostalgia! Now I owe him $20, but still.. YAY!

...and so it begins... my faith is tested, but I shall persevere. my life, health, finances & strength shall be restored. I thank Him now.

(Bitter:) I'm catching a COLD! THAT'S what's wrong with me today! (Sweet:) Maybe THIS is God's way of making me be still... Time 2 rest!

Today I must stand still. Only then can I hear the quiet voice amongst the chaos. Let us all be blessed...

Radio Showtime!! 7pm EST.. http://ping.fm/esrr1 and there's a special guest (or two) in the chatroom already -- guess who they are!

Tonight's W.A.R.M.T.H. Session should be just as magical as last week. I can't wait! 7pm EST... http://ping.fm/Uq2uQ

On the eve of a Revolution... We Are Revolutionizing the Movement of Techno & House.

The Rottweiler & the Pit Bull do NOT get along... especially when they're BOTH females. OH my nerves!!! My NERVES!!!

Just got another dog... A Pit Bull Terrier. She's gorgeous! Now we have a pit bull AND a Rottweiler? Yes... my babies, "Cali" and "Reno."

(chorus:) His word is... UNBREAKABLE. His love is... UNCONDITIONAL. His power... UNTOUCHABLE. My Lord is... SO WONDERFULl! <3 <3

...on the verge... The change we've been seeking is just around the corner... I'm preparing for it. Are u ready?

I'm tripping... WHY do my children both want MySpace and Facebook accounts, and they're only 9 and 15?? Goodness...

I'm holding it down 4 u.. I'm here if u need me. I'm sending extra love & prayers your way... (u know who u r...)

The more you prevail, the harder the enemy attacks.. Please keep me lifted in prayer today! I refuse 2 fail!!! <3

(sings along...) "U're just like split endz... gotta cut u outta my head... " Ahh, this is gonna be one fabulous remix 4 Foxxjazell! <3

"In order 2 GET something, U've got 2 GIVE something... In order 2 BE something, u gotta GO THROUGH something..." (-- Ms. Betty Wright)

Saving Detroit House

Today I feel compelled to take action -- some kind of action, to save the tired state of Detroit's House Music scene. I'm sure you've all heard the stories -- such great talent, so little progress. It seems that the "former" tastemakers are getting older, dying off, leaving the scene, or shifted the focus from the SCENE to THEMSELVES... The younger generation barely has a clue. I REFUSE to let this scene die. It has changed MY life, from the first moment I heard that 4/4 beat. I know I cannot be the only one.

Yes, Detroit is known for its Techno. But what people don't realize is that, alongside techno, we also grew up on House. We took elements of Chicago, New York, Germany, London, etc., and added our OWN soul to it -- and I don't care WHERE you're from, you can't deny that Detroit has undeniable SOUL...

I guess the main purpose of my email is to express my disappointment with the state of today's scene. I sent out a proverbial "call to action." What surprised me was a few responses that I've received from some of the "names" here in Detroit -- the most shocking was "Good Luck."

WHAT?! Good LUCK? We're becoming extinct like endangered species, and all you have to say is "Good Luck?" (I shake my head in shame...) But instead of simply griping about the problem, I'd like to be a part of the SOLUTION... I'm more than willing to meet and discuss ideas with ANYONE who is interested in keeping Detroit's House Scene alive -- together we can move mountains.

Hit me up, let's share ideas...

Sincerely,
Aaron-Carl

I say we do something to shake up the Electronic Music Scene, here in Detroit. If we do it TOGETHER, we can move mountains...

The millionaire mind is awake & working while everyone else is asleep... The first 2 arrive, & the LAST 2 leave. Here's 2 greater success!

Home after a lil' night out in Taylor Town... time 2 get some sleep before the sun comes 'round... <3

...so how was THAT for a surprise radio broadcast? :-) Thanxxx 4 listening, y'all... Now, it's party time 4 me.. Night night! MUAH!

I'm on the air right now. I just feel like playing some tunes... If u wanna hang 4 a bit. u know where I'll be. http://warmth313.com <3

...so I saw my ex's profile. He & his husband look so happy. I'm happy 4 them. Still, it's hard not 2 wonder what it would be like if...

(can't stop singing...) "ooooh, ahhh!.. ooooh, ahhh!... only at Mattress Giant!" (ooooooh, ahhhh!)

What did u think about tonight's show? Personally, I've never felt as much love as I did tonight. I love & thank u ALL... See u next week!

In spite of it all, I must go on... and in 10 minutes, I am. http://warmth313.com , 7pm - 9pm EST. Come chat and listen... NEW TUNES!

family emergency.. I won't be @ Flood's tonight. I deeply apologize, but we'll get together soon.

Relationships must be a two-way street.. and YES, that includes relationships between Artists & Consumers -- more in the upcoming blog..

Grateful, Thankful, Surprised, Energized, Daring 2 Dream, Ready 2 Change Reality... And how are YOU feeling today?

I'm open to whatever the day brings, & so far it looks like... BREAKFAST in bed! (Y'all should see the card that came with it!) AWW, LOL!

Happy Birthday To Me...

My goals this year are to remember the lessons that I've learned from the book of life -- My Life...

Resolutions 8:19

• I realize that I have the power to succeed, the courage to fight, the faith to sustain, the strength to persevere, and the will to survive.
• I shall accept that I cannot be everything to everybody; but know that I AM everybody, to SOMEBODY…
• I will take time to appreciate what I DO have, as opposed to focusing so much on what I DON’T have…
• I realize that my body is my temple. It is sacred, not to be mistreated or abused…
• I will realize that I AM worthy of happiness; I AM deserving of good things…
• I will not be silent, in a world where true voices are seldom heard…
• I will embrace my uniqueness, and vow to never blend in, for the sake of blending in…
• I will not be ashamed of myself – no matter who that may be in comparison to others…
• I understand that it is okay to go against the grain; to march to my own beat…
• I am special. My spirit is important. I have a purpose.

Happy Birthday To Me... :-)

I wondered why I started getting all these b-day wishes, then I remembered. Overseas, it IS my b-day NOW. (Y'all want my PayPal link? LOL!)

(sings along...) ...words are useless... especially sentences... they don't stand 4 anything... how can they explain how I feel?

just got home from a surprise birthday dinner... (Thank u AJ!) The staff surprised me with an impromptu birthday song... <3 OH LAWD!

Good mornteen!!! Today, the pain is nearly gone. Everything's nearly healed -- and so FAST! WOW! Almost b-day time. T.Y.J.! <3 <3 <3

...alright... this s**t is NOT pretty. This pain is so bad, I don't wanna eat -- hell, I CAN'T eat anything. 2 more pain pills.. KICK IN!

Just got home from the dentist. Emergency extraction.. wisdom tooth, PLUS the one in front of it. I'm in so much effing PAIN!!! OUCH!!!

For those who asked... http://ping.fm/NxuKj

Y'all know the drill... 7PM EST.. The W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions, live radio show. http://ping.fm/W1SHS - come on in.., have some fun...

TODAY is the day! I'm so excited! Erica's new single drops TODAY!!! http://ping.fm/9hKE5 GET IT NOW, Y'all!!! 4 REAL!

Only a few short hours away from Erica LaFay's official release of "Rain..." OOOH, y'all better run -- not walk -- to Beatport! Congrats!

Oh baby! The sun came out, the vibe was GREAT, and yes, I put it the eff down! Afterwards, I kissed the crowd, left & came home... BAM!!!

Of course, I call 2 find out if the picnic is still on, and NO ANSWER. Guess I'm headed out 2 Belle Isle now. Lord, let there be HOUSE...

Rain + thunderstorms ALL DAY? Did u see the forecast for Detroit?! OH NOOO!! What about the House Music Picnic @ Belle Isle???

I will NOT let the clouds steal my joy this morning... The sun WILL shine brightly today -- even if it's only on the inside...

Thank U for reminding me of the powerful energy in a smile... :-) I'm happy (on the inside) again. <3

So, if something "stupid" can end a supposedly good friendship, then I guess the friendship wasn't really that genuine in the first place...

RADIO SHOW @ 7PM EST! http://warmth313.com ...and u KNOW I'm gonna clown tonight! I think I'm gonna play some DJ Assault. LOL! <3

Have u ever woke up and felt like u could actually CHANGE THE WORLD? Put a smile on someone's face today -- you'll make all the difference!

WHY must people DEVALUE our music? It's good enough to listen to, good enough to download for free, but not good enough to PAY for? WTH???

Good afternoon! It's been a while, yes, but I've been here working on music, 4 sure. MUAH! I've missed u 2... <3 <3

Time is precious, but not promised. Let us not be afraid to live, love, celebrate & inspire each other -- while we still have time... <3

I'm gonna spend all week working off what I ate this past WEEKEND... OMG! LOL... It's gonna me ME to get this tattoo, isn't it? <3 <3

Epididymal hypertension... OUCH!!!

I'm smiling as I read e-mails from people who still call me by my childhood nickname -- because that's all they grew up knowing.. awww! <3

Have a fabulous weekend, y'all... I've got lots 2 do 2 prepare for the upcoming day... u know.. the BIRTHDAY. OH YEAH! Go Leos! Go Leos!

Alright y'all.. Showtime @ 7pm EST! http://ping.fm/3h3si Come on over, have a listen & chat with me. See u there... :-)

...did anyone else have the worst time trying 2 get 2 sleep last night? I'm SOOO gonna need a nap later, I know it! Oh well. TGIF, right?

Someone asked me 4 my PayPal "donation" link, so they could send me a b-day gift. Is that sweet, or ghetto? Why didn't I think of that?!!

I've been building bridges & crossing over... Now I'm sleepy! Nite nite y'all... Sweet dreams... See u tomorrow... blah blah blah. :-)

(sighs) Today is a reminder of exactly WHY I named my last album after how i feel. "Bittersoulfulsweet." I can't describe it any other way.

"Take the time 2 think about the things u have in life... b4 u start complainin', u better think twice!" Happy B-DAY 2 Michelle Weeks! <3

Tonight's "Unreleased" Party was off the damn chain! Erica did a fabulous job on the mic... and the CROWD -- oh MAN, the crowd. AWESOME!!

A job well done tonight @ Backstreet. I uploaded some pics tonight. OOOH, I have some things 2 say, but I'll do it after I get some REST!

Thank u all 4 listening! Now it's off to Backstreet to perform live. And I shall get my picture with Quentin, y'all hear me? <3

Just a reminder... Tonight @ 7PM EST. http://ping.fm/6n2oU is the radio show. Tune in, why don'tcha?

Yes!!! I've figured out my second song for tonight. I'm gonna sing -- wait... Y'all will find out tonight! :-) Almost radio show time..

I just got a call 2 perform TWO songs tonight, instead of one... Uh.. er.. what was my fee again? LOL! ...and what am I gonna sing? Hmmm

Did u see the NEW W.A.R.M.T.H. site? http://warmth313.com -- there's more 2 come, BUT, u can register 4 the new chat room! <3 Listen 2nite!

Today is the start of a BUSY weekend. Tonight after the radio show, I'm @ Backstreet, performing alongside Quentin Harris. ...FABULOUS!

is anyone watching "Black in America 2" on CNN tonight @ 9pm EST? I'm curious!

Ahhh.. the headache's gone today. I'm still gonna take it easy. I've got shows this weekend. Don't wanna overdo it. Thanx 4 the love! <3

OMG, I have a headache the size of Texas. It's been like this ALL DAY! I've taken aspirin & basically stayed in bed. Pray 4 me, y'all...

Love on u... <3

LMAO... Flo from Vienna just sent me a copy of last night's show (the first part). Now I get to hear what Y'ALL heard. FUNNY! Thanks Flo!

Good morning/afternoon to u! I woke up this morning, still grateful for the love last night. I'm already preparing for next week's show! <3

..never mind. I'm stronger than that. Yeah, my feelings got hurt, but you know what? I'll bounce back. I'll be alright. F**k it...

2 a friend... CALL ME RIGHT NOW! I need someone 2 talk 2... I am devastated... and to think I was riding so high tonight! :-(

I wrote a blog for you tonight... Thanks again, y'all... http://ping.fm/AWqoP

From Me 2 U

Hey there everyone:

I just wanted to say THANK YOU to everyone who took the time to listen to The W.A.R.M.T.H. Sessions tonight. There was just something about tonight! The mood was right, the vibe was perfect -- even though the server crashed halfway through, LOL!!! But there was so much LOVE in the air, it was awesome. But then again, House & Techno can do that, right? :-)

So, in no particular order, let me please give some love 2 the following: Andy Ives (aka Doctor of Tekno), Lady Sarah, Trench, Ahnne Araza & the Subject Detroit famly, DJ Marcus Kennedy, Malcolm Moore (Altered Moods), Erica LaFay, Buzz Goree (Mixworks), Santiago Salazar & family, CeCe Peniston (don't forget to watch her tonight at 11 on The Wendy Williams Show!), Big Rob Martinez, Davor O., Jason Jones, Vince Santos, Jo Fuss, Jane Wiffen, DJ Booming B, Gaston Neves, DJ JAPAN (my Baby!), Aurelien Delaze Beaucaine (de Paris!), Viola Klein, Brogy(!!!!! from Croatia), Malik Boudari, and EVERYONE ELSE who tuned in from around the world. I feel like the credits are rolling, LOL!!!

Y'all know who u are.... Everyone on Facebook, MySpace, Twitter, and those who even had the nerve (hahaha) to CALL MY CELL PHONE while I was on the air. Thank you for showing your love... For real. Thank you.

As I often say, and always mean...
BIG OL' HUGS 2 U!

Aaron-Carl

Thank you EVERYONE!! YOU made my show the BEST tonight!!! There were so many of u listening, my server crashed. But it's all good. <3

I am SOOO on the air right now... http://ping.fm/UwGoY

New music from Orlando Voorn, Terrence Parker, Davor O., Fer Ferrari, Juan Atkins & Kimyon + more tonight! 7PM EST www.warmth313.com

Today's W.A.R.M.T.H. Session should be great! New music from Orlando Voorn, plus much more. 7pm-9pm EST. http://ping.fm/8bs73

Stepped on the scale this morning. I've lost 10 pounds since I've started dieting. I'm so happy -- and MOTIVATED! This is really working!

Today I received an email from another South African fan, who loves "Sky" & "Oasis." I'd LOVE 2 come down there and sing live for you guys!

Today's goal? Getting these songs online and available for you guys! What's YOUR goal today?

Just taking a moment to say THANK YOU for the role you play in my life... fan, friend, relative, or foe... without u, I wouldn't be me. <3

OMFG.. This is TOO funny! Y'all, watch THIS!!! http://ping.fm/1LmBk

OMG, WHY am I finding all of these OLD, unreleased songs I did years ago? Some of these tunes are pretty darn evil! What was I going thru?

Let's link to each other's websites. http://ping.fm/0YU76 Go ahead... Add me. What's your link? I'll add you too.

I know that sometimes our faith gets tested... but I will NOT give up. I will always believe... And there will ALWAYS be House Music! <3

In Memorium...

I just received the news this morning. My friend, Andrew "Drew" Decker has passed away... Wednesday night, he died in his sleep -- ironically the same day I last spoke to him. When his wife called me, I couldn't believe it. In a panic, I searched online for some kind of proof -- some kind of sign... Well, I found it.

I know that death is certain, but with this month's recent wave of deaths, I'm almost numb. I'm like, WHY? Why now? Why so young? I could go on and on, but I won't. I know that Drew loved House music -- which is why WE got along so well, obviously... We used to sit around and brainstorm, make plans & work on following our musical dreams. I'll continue on, Drew... But know that you will remain in my heart and as long as there's DETROIT HOUSE & TECHNO, you will live on.. I promise. :-)

Love,
Aaron-Carl

had a great time tonight, as always! I'll have that download link up shortly. Right now, I need another drink, whatchu think?!

Alright... 7pm EST is almost here... Another WARMTH Session tonight! http://warmth313.com or http://ping.fm/eHZxN

Thank you all for enjoying the DJ mixes... I'll try my best to make them more regularly. :-) Much love and BIG hugs to you! See u soon..

Lord, I've been doing DJ mixes ALL DAY!!! The practice is great, but goodness gracious. :-) I need to take a break!

..alright now... It's 10 a.m.. I've had my coffee. I'M UP... & I'm trying to call y'all!!! Why aren't y'all answering the phone? AHHHH!

I just received a beautifully written e-mail filled with words of encouragement -- from a complete stranger. It touched my soul... thank u.

..really wants 2 be on a plane somewhere... off 2 another country... singing my songs. :-)

...when's the last time somebody asked you "HOW ARE YOU DOING," and actually MEANT it? Genuinely, without wanting something in return?

Don't forget the FB fan page... http://ping.fm/nYYyT Become a fan, why don't ya? <3

wants a good ol' fashioned date... with dinner & a movie... and a nice big kiss @ the end of the night. Maybe an invite up for "coffee..."

sings along with Jill Scott: "what u do is crazy, baby... not like U BELONG IN AN ASYLUM crazy, baby..." God, I miss those feelings...

tonight's show was awesome... thanks for listening, everyone! :-) now I need some entertainment for tonight...

7pm EST... u know where I'll be... http://warmth313.com Live, on the air. U can also listen via http://ping.fm/W2Twd <3

3 days later, 6 pounds lighter... Thank U Lord! Now, the goal is to keep it up, even though my gym partners keep standing me up!

Some very cool folks in Reykjavik called me just now... with my song "I'm Not Free" blaring in the background. I LOVE & MISS ICELAND! <3

Ahhh, refreshed. A few hours @ the gym does wonders... Tomorrow will be even better. I know it.

My FM/Satellite Radio DJ friends.. Help me spread the word about Erica's upcoming single! Hit me up for a free promo of the RADIO edits...

on my way 2 the gym to pick up my membership card... OH YES, it's ON, baby!

..so my crazy friend decides 2 page my cell phone, and left the number 2 a TATTOO shop... HA HA, very funny MF... I will NOT lose the bet!

I thought I'd died & went 2 Heaven, till I discovered that the "Prince" that wanted 2 friend me on FB wasn't actually HIM. :-(

The TATTOO Bet

Erica LaFay and I make the ultimate bet... Y'all root me on!! :-)

Alright y'all... I've experience an entire emotional roller coaster today. Time 2 retire 4 the night. Early day tomorrow... MUAH! nite!

...i wasn't talking about the property OUTSIDE... think about it. it'll come 2 u... (Read Between the Lines)

Alright now... it's almost time to start accepting applications for a MAINTENANCE man. Gardner. Landscaper... Chimney Sweep... Dang!LOL!

Come on, Detroit... Let's get it together! The WORLD is watching...

The WARMTH Sessions tonight... NOW. 7pm - 9pm EST. www.warmth313.com & www.lubricatedrecords.com Come and listen. I'm hosting... Yeah!

Life is amazingly beautiful, undeniably fragile & unfortunately short. It must never be taken 4 granted... Please take time 2 love...

whoever said death comes in 3s, needs 2 be bitchslapped... I'm totally at a loss 4 words. I'm so in tears right now... Love while u can!

R.I.P Farrah Fawcett & Ed McMahon... wow, it seems like more & more familiar people are dying as I get older... It scares me sometimes..

I forgot 2 tell u.. it's a hybrid of Techno & House... u know how I love 2 blur the lines... :-) (think "Tears" + "Jaguar" + "Blackwater")

Oh lord, I done messed around a made a HIT track! Time 2 hand out a COUPLE of promos... Let's make some NOISE, y'all! (hit me up, mmkay?)

...if u only knew the real pain.. the real struggle... only THEN would u understand, why I am the way that I am...

DJ mixes 2 make -- auditions... whatever u call it. I hate the formalities, but I guess that comes with the job... Oh well, right?

Are u ready 4 a fabulous Monday? Thanx 2 everyone 4 the lovely Father's Day wishes... Big hugs and much love 2 u!

Happy Father's Day 2 me... and all of the other fathers out there... STAND UP & TAKE YOUR PLACE!!! This is our day!

Aaron-Carl remixes Official National PTA Theme Song!

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE:

Honoring the billions of children and child advocates around the world, international multi-platinum recording artist and Billboard star CeCe Peniston and National PTA made PTA's new song, "Above Horizons," available for download at www.PTAmusic.org. Peniston & CEO Byron Garrett recruited Detroit Electronic Music Producer Aaron-Carl for remix duties.

"It is such an honor to be a part of such a monumental event," says Carl, a father of two. "I feel like I'm doing my part to show children that with hard work, we can all achieve our dreams."

The release of the song coincides with National PTA's unofficial announcement of DownloadFundraiser.com as a PTA National Member Benefits Provider, and the "category exclusive" digital music retailer for National PTA. DownloadFundraiser.com will help PTAs around the country with their fundraising efforts by offering them their own customizable digital music store which will offer downloadable music, ringtones and music videos. DownloadFundraiser.com and Neurotic Media are managing the sale of "Above Horizons," which is available at www.PTAmusic.org.

It's available in three different versions: "Above Horizons (Original Mix)"; "Above Horizons (Status Mix)"; and "Above Horizons (Aaron-Carl Mix)." The cost is $1 per download or all three mixes are available in a 'bundle' for $2.25. Ringtones of each mix are available for $2.49.

About PTA:

As the nation's largest volunteer parent organization, PTA comprises more than 5 million members, including parents, students, educators, school administrators, and business and community leaders. With more than 25,000 local units, PTA flourishes in all 50 states, the District of Columbia, the U.S. Virgin Islands, and Department of Defense schools in Europe and the Pacific. PTA is a registered 501(c)(3) nonprofit organization. Membership in PTA is open to anyone who is concerned about the education, health, and welfare of children and youth.

Download "Above Horizons" HERE

Well, I must apologize for not doing the radio show... I'll return next week, with a vengence! At least the drama is over 4 tonight...

Gonna be crazy today... Doing the radio show, of course. PLUS finishing a remix... PLUS doing the last half of my sleep study. AAHHHHH!!!

OMG! Jimmy Clanfield (UK) served one helluva remix for Erica LaFay's "Rain." I can't wait 2 put it out. This is gonna be a bona fide hit!!

Sleep apnea is a serious matter, NOT 2 be ignored. I just came home from my sleep study. If u've never had 1, TAKE 1. It's a lifesaver...

Nobody else can love u if u don't first love yourself. It's easier said than done, but hey... EACH DAY is a new chance to make it happen!

My label now has its own channel on YouTube. Feat. Erica LaFay's live performance of "Rain." http://ping.fm/nK5fT LINK!

Alright y'all.. I still need nearly 700 more "fans" to link to me. http://ping.fm/18bdm

Did a few things on my YouTube page. I will add more vids and stuff soon, so subscribe if u want 2! http://ping.fm/uP5L5

Michigan Pride was AWESOME... Erica was FANTASTIC... The crowd LOVED her. I'm proud! Thanks to everyone who came out and supported. MUAH!

I'm a bundle of nerves right now... Performance is just a few hours away. Pray, meditate, something... Everything will be alright!!!

DJ Bone said it best... "Are u funky with the machines? Or do the machines make you funky? Who programs who? Do the machines program u?"

oh... and there IS gonna be a WARMTH Sessions tonight. I'm gonna do it from here.. :-)

up here in Downtown Lansing, in my hotel room... wanting PIZZA! It's such a beautiful evening outside... Can't wait 2 perform tomorrow!

I think everyone who cares about Dance Music should read this article... Truer words have never been spoken! http://ping.fm/RoPA1

I've learned to respect exactly WHY people drink coffee in the morning... I never thought I'd join the ranks, but now I'm a believer!

I normally don't get THIS excited about my own productions, but y'all GOTTA hear this one... "RAIN" by Erica LaFay. http://ping.fm/EXArh

AC's latest revelation... Miss Erica LaFay!

Yes, people... I met a girl. A singer from my neighborhood... We made a song together, and OMG, is it fierce! It's called "Rain" and although it's fresh from the studio, I want you all to hear and enjoy it. So, here's a few links I think you should check out.

To hear "Rain" by Erica LaFay, click here.

Let me tell you, the response was so good so far, we made an official ringtone... So, if you'd like it, click here. Or you can just text "ERICALAFAY1" to 69937 and download it that way.

Oh yeah.... And for those who couldn't wait for a CD -- believe me, I've already been asked, y'all!!! You can get it HERE. Right now, we have remixes in the queue, but I'm gonna release those (on Wallshaker, of course) at a later date... But y'all NEED this song RIGHT NOW!

I KNOW this is probably asking a LOT, but I'm asking anyway... When you DO visit her MySpace page, send her an add request -- give her some feedback. Let her know what you think of her debut single, produced by yours truly!

Alright, can you tell I'm excited?
Thanks for listening, and as always, I'll keep u updated with all the latest.

Big love,
AC

HUGS... big ol' hugs... Give them and receive them...

I think this Sunday night dinner party thing is getting to become a tradition... Tonight was so much fun! Great pasta, great times! :-)

Ahh, yes... and on the SEVENTH day, He made PRINCE! Happy Birthday Prince! <3 <3 <3... Dang, he's 51! But he still looks fabulous!

..aright, y'all.. I am DETERMINED to finally learn Bid Whist... WHO said it was just like playing SPADES??? oh noooooo....

...ok. I guess I have to move on, but I'll keep the light on, just in case u decide you're ready to come back around... u know who u r...

...take me 2 the light... i walk by faith, not sight...

for those who asked me... you can hear a preview of "Rain" by Ms. Erica LaFay on her MySpace page. http://ping.fm/RS1lz

thanks everyone, for listening! Hope u liked the song... "Rain!" Have a fabulous night, and stay in touch, alright?!

alright y'all... the tune I've been working on all week is now being debuted tonight on the radio show... http://ping.fm/z570x 7pm EST

Miss Jocelyn Brown said it best... "the power of the groove can change things..." (It's Alright... ...I Feel It!) God, I <3 House Music!

Maybe I shouldn't WAIT for something to happen today... Maybe I should MAKE something happen today! Yeah... that sounds like a plan!

..feeling like I felt when Veronique & I wrote "Use Me." Come on, Jesus. I'm ready. What do u need me 2 do?

I can't wait to start touring Europe again... What's it gonna take to make it happen? Flightsharing? ...I'm ready, y'all!

wrote a new tune... calling it "Rain." Debuting it Friday on the show, so u can feel the pain... Thanks 2 my gurl, Ms. Erica LaFay!!!

It's OUT today!!! "I REFUSE" is out TODAY!! Check the remixes, y'all... WOOHOO!! http://ping.fm/dMazL

Thanks for all your answers. I wrote a blog about it, explaining it all... http://ping.fm/DJP62

My latest revelation...

This morning I sent an e-mail to a vinyl distribution company. When I told them I was looking for a "home" for my label, they asked me to send them some music for consideration. My first thought was: Really? ME? After 13 years of successful records, you're telling me I actually have to AUDITION? But then I got over it. I put the old ego aside, and humbly submitted my music for their approval. Believe it or not, it felt good! I felt confident that they'd enjoy the new stuff I was producing.

A few short hours later, I frantically checked my e-mail, and received the reply: "...We probably won't do too well with the more uptempo tracks. When it gets more midtempo and sweaty & deep is when we could work it..." I was like WHAT?! WHAT?! (Calm down ego... calm down...)

Here's where I got confused. Mind you, I do many different styles -- and according to a recent review I read on Discogs, I do many different styles, yet I manage to "hit the mark" every time. (Thank you!)

The company specifically asked me for soulful deep stuff -- ie. Sky, My House, Crucified, Wallshaker... I sent them "Simply," "I Refuse" (both Rennie Foster & Quentin Harris rmxs), "Alright" (duet with Veronique) and my remix of Lady Blacktronika's "Lose My Life" (which was recntly hailed as the "deep house" track of the year). Was I wrong? Is "Simply" not soulful? 'I Refuse?" Are you KIDDING ME?

But anyway, realizing that I can't please EVERYBODY, I took a poll... You may've remembered the "tweet" I sent this afternoon, asking which styles you liked best. And as you might've guessed, the responses were all over the place. I've gotten love for "I Refuse," "Simply" and others like "Sky" & "Crucified" -- and even a few ones like "Drive (I'75)" and "I'm Not Free!" A few responses even said "All of the above!"

Well, as flattering as these answers are, I realize that it's not going to make a difference to the company. It's their money, their choice. They're going to release what they want, and if they only want to re-hash my old songs OVER and OVER again, okay... But really... How many damn remixes of "Crucified" can one do? Or "My House" even? I love these songs (obviously, I WROTE them!), but as an artist, I also love to evolve.

Don't get me wrong... I LOVE that my records have longevity. In fact, it makes me feel so good to know that people are actually following me and LISTENING to the tunes. I guess there's always gonna be that big divide between doing it for the LOVE, or strictly for the MONEY...

Nothing's worse than someone else telling you what YOU'RE worth...

In closing, I'd like to thank everyone who responded to my poll. Your answers proved to me that I can simply be MYSELF -- if that's deep, midtempo, uptempo or even ghettotech, it doesn't matter because somewhere in this world, YOU ARE LISTENING... I appreciate that. So I may have missed out on a vinyl distribution deal, but at least I KNOW what I've suspected all along. GOOD MUSIC is GOOD MUSIC -- and you'll find it one way or another...

Thanks again...
AC