Geez… All the weight I’ve lost, I’ve gained back. This depression is too much. I think I’m gonna make a doctor’s appointment and have him do something about it. In the meantime, Mel is sleeping on the fucking couch. At least that’s a start. For those who don’t know what I’m talking about, please listen to Betty Wright’s “After the Pain.” You’ll know exactly what I’m feeling, and why I just can’t seem to let this stupid muthafucker go… Seriously, listen to it.
Detrevolution is also delayed – but at least it’s only for a week… I spoke to the pressing plant today – there was a small issue with the artwork, and I had to approve the new “proofs” before they could continue. So now, instead of Sept. 30, I’ll have the album finished on Oct. 7th. Personally, I’m okay with it – I’m just SO DAMN TIRED of things being out of my control. And then to announce it on my site – how the hell am I gonna tell my fans? Oh well, I guess they’ll understand. One more week won’t kill me, or them. And trust me. The CD is well worth it.
Well, I guess I’ll be going to bed early tonight – which means, before midnight. Tomorrow morning, I’m starting my workout schedule again. Dana’s coming over to work out with me, and I swear that if she doesn’t bring her ass here, I’m gonna dismiss her. Period.
OMG… I guess that “straight people” aren’t the only crazy people in the world… My old “friend” Marvin (whom I only know from online) and I were chatting tonight. And without thinking, I asked him when he had a free weekend to come up from Ohio to Detroit. When he asked me why, I answered “because I want to see you!” I even offered to pay for the ticket. OMG, he flipped out. He got all weirded out because he thought I had “other” motives… Of course, I had to explain that I meant it in a FRIENDLY way –I was only trying to spend some time with my “friends!” Only THEN did he calm down. “Ohhh, FRIENDS, okay!” What a fucking slap in the face.
Oh well… One look on the bright side: I have 3 Hostess Blueberry Pies sitting in front of me, and I only ate ONE of them!!! The rest I’ll either save for later days, or maybe I’ll just throw them away – or give them to the boys.
See u soon…