I woke up this morning, feeling spent, dazed and confused. I look outside my window. We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm… My birthday party is in 7 hours. I’ve paid and prepared for this day… After my scathing birthday discovery yesterday, I DESERVE this party today… Stefan made me a nice glass of tea – God bless him. He said he hopes it makes me feel better… Now that’s love. Thank God for my children.